你退缩 你冷漠, 于是我微笑的放开双手

it's not an either/or proposition.
both of these facets are part of myself.
if you cant accept either one of it, so be it.
fortunately, i won't care.
not one little bit.
:)


sunny skies illuminate the darkened corners of my mind.

pre-sport heats.
our class girls came in last for 12x100m
but
came in first for 4x100m
natalie, xiaoyun, wanshan and jaime rocked big time!
:D

'da-thup, da-thup' i heard my heart beat fast during warming-up.
i've never tried running at this speed before man.
i think i sure looked like a mad girl running.
my legs are aching like hell now!
and and and!
seconds before it was my turn to run,
i heard some girls from other class beside me saying "how come theres a shoe on the track one?"
i thought to myself, "LOL. that person must be damn suay. never tie shoelaces properly"
then it was only after the whole thing i realised it was JPET whose shoe dropped off!
LOL!

wanshan, gladys, dora and me went to the library while waiting for the 2.30pm chemistry extra remedial.
while i'm such a hardworking girl doing the tys questions,
the three of them were busy flipping through our past tpjc year books!
dora: [1] how come our school last time no trees one? really leh. i think it looks nicer without trees. [2] how come all the students last time wear big big round round specs and their hairstyles so orbit one.
wanshan: trend ma. ohmygod! botak chew has been botak ever since donkey years ago! cannot cannot. must take picture of it!
gladys: wah i keep flipping and flipping i still cant find mr kkk's face. mr samad looked so young!
hahaha.


while your head may be in the clouds, your heart is in the right place.


don't change a thing for me

Smile VS Tears
"if you wanna smile,
stretch your lips a mile.
but when your tears roll by the side of your eyes,
you stay still and unwantingly you frown.

smiles are vauable and understood by everyone,
no matter who gives it.
but tears are valuable for only one who spends it.

smiles are always shared
while tears are spent in fears,
in the times of loneliness.
smile ask so many questions,
and answers in eloquence.
while tears they exhibit so many questions in silence.

smile lets you know this world is yours,
while tears they are due to desires,
like dreams when eyes opens it disapper.

smiles are public property,
while tears are exclusively individual.

smiles are for everyone,
while tears are for your dearest.

smiles always give you a hope,
while tears they let you know this world is not easy.

smiles they help you to make friends,
while tears they help you to diferentiate,
between your true friend and simple friend.

smile can talk to others, a millon word without speaking a word,
while tears they talk within themselves,
and help you to know yourself better.

smile give the value to the tears,
where as tears they decide the value for the smile.
smile and tears are oppside sides,
of the same coin that is life. "